As of tomorrow, my teenage years will be just a memory.
Is it that time that I must turn twenty years old?
Two decades seems like a long time.
Just yesterday I was hanging out in the beach with my belly hanging out of my sweet, pink 90's swimsuit. I regularly sported my striped hat (which was my favorite and apparently matched all my outfits, or so my Mum thought).
The first year or so of my teenage years were probably some of my more awkward years; that is because I believe that everyone goes through an awkward stage, some last longer than others, but mine, I would say, range from age 8 to 13. I was that kid with glasses and braces, kinda silly looking, to be completely honest, (JoAnne and I seriously asked our parents why they even took us out in public, but it was the 90's...we all fit in just fine), but I've heard the best is yet to come, so I knew I'd be okay at some point.
Somehow I made it through elementary school; perhaps some of the least favorite times of my life, but hey, I was a cute, so I got away with a lot of things. ;) I had a great childhood and I couldn't have ask for a better one actually.
Life back then, even as a teen, seemed so carefree. As I get older, although I take on more responsibilities, life also gets more exciting, I think.
It's exciting to figure out who you were made to be.
It's thrilling to see that person develop.
It's enticing to meet so many people and they not only help you understand more about yourself, but they become some of your best friends who challenge you and make you laugh.
It's encouraging to trust more and more in the One who created me and slowly see His plan play out.
"It's all about engaging in each other's lives.
It's about quality time.
It's about healthy conversation.
It's about investing in others and loving them.
It's about opening my heart, ears, and mind to what the Lord has in store for me.
It's all about Him.
It's all about being selfless and learning to give more of myself for others.
It's about shining His light so others might understand why you live the way you do.
It's about the relationships.
It's about learning to trust Him in the rough and great times.
It's about soaking up His unending grace.
That's what life is all about."
I'm stoked for another year ahead -- full of adventure, old and new friendships, taking risks, living fearlessly, being challenged spiritually, relationally, physically, academically, and emotionally.
So, here's to 20 years old...
